This is me the first day when leave you, you bought beer of one big case, the fuddle one's cap below the big banyan that sits in us to often go alone one. When when Wang Yang finds you, you had climbed not to rise, you are crying to calling my name, beg me not to leave you. Can some of thing happened to be answered did not come. You do not know, I stand after banyan, look at silently, I want to run over to hold you in arms, begged you to be not drunk again, but —— I cannot.

Since me after leaving you, what you live is what kind of life, take the place of with wine everyday meal, the book also was not read, the dormitory also is not answered, always run to the place that we date. such beside can I return you? Not foolish, the good girl of the world is very much, why do you maintain me only? Doesn't the Yu Na of entertainment committee member of adjoining class like you very much? She grows beautiful and understanding, show consideration for a bosom to you again. A few days that when you forgot to fall ill are who is accompanied you are fed to take medicine beside you have a meal. Be fond of her well, forgot me. I am impossible to return you beside, do not blame me please cruel-hearted.

Leave you already half an year, there still is smile on your face. You forgot, I like to saw you laugh most previously, when you laugh, be so sunshine is so handsome. Can now? Laugh at, yu Na is beside you, how the someone says is a girl, be fond of her to nod more. Actually you are in fly a kite when I am looking at you with respect to far. You put kite Laogao is often tall, abrupt, the line was broken, you are being stared at wave gradually falling kite, melancholy mounted your eye again. I know, you are thinking me again certainly, consider the setting of fly a kite of my first time, because kite always flies not to go up to the sky,think me, gas gets the setting of snivel, think you enter my cuddle bosom, pointing to me to scold me is the scene of small fool. Did not think again, dear, went to let it go, let those happy past event follows wind and go.

January 29 is your birthday. Your brother opened a Party for you, saying is to celebrate celebrate. Actually I know, they are to should let you forget me. You an a finger-guessing game sings together, sound of deride and taunt cross high. Finally, you are drunk. You run at the same time the wine bottle in handle of “ phut ” falls to go up, grovel calls my name gently. Your brother is frightened by you, everybody did not go out. I accompany you to pass together annual birthday, write down so that I still sent you a leather belt last year, I still say to want to bind you beside me forever, want to become your bride. Your beauty gets straight giggle at that time. Of accessibly love, I am sorry, it is I do not abide by acceptance, it is I violated us each other promise. Can some of accident was born to happen, even if previously we how love each other, some things are so brutal.

Wang Yang goes to the side of you, uprear you, he said a word in your ear edge. I know what he says, I am in around, although I left you, but I am paying close attention to you always still. He says to let you forget me. You push him however, run quickly madly all the way next. I am urgent, busy follow you to run. You run tired, burying a head to sit in roadside, I know you are crying. I dare not approach you, standing after one's death in you aloof. Are you to had said manhood has a tear not of flick? Are you is saying you are very firm a man? Fasten sad? Dear, not sad!

You graduated. You are taking diploma to did not come home however. You run to school playground left below the 5th tree, look at a word of below the tree quarter to syare blankly. “ big pig loves piggy ” forever we engrave this together. You are big pig I am piggy. Dear, you graduated quickly, time passes but really fast ah. Actually such it may not be a bad idea, you can leave this sad place earlier, here has too much happiness to also have too much and sad past event, leave here, walk out of the school, there is the new life that you expect over there, the my cordial also person that hopes you can find a true love over.

You hold a post in a company, your ability and style of conversation get the boss' appreciate, I know, you are a talent. You everyday desperately the job, work from dawn to night, your outstanding achievement rises sharply. After 2 years, you sat eventually the position of the manager. Your job was stabilized, why can still you look for a girlfriend? You are not small.

Eventually, you adored your girl to profession to you. This is how to make a person the thing of caper ah. It is good to hesitated when you when an ability promises her, I laughed, can my heart why so painful? I am not a good girl, I am too selfish.

That girl is good, very tender, unlike I am so overbearing, she is known take care of you, and I always am you are being taken care of. When you go shopping together, I follow at the back of you, actually, parted so long, I always follow you, be you do not know only. Your abduct entered furniture store, I just know you planned to marry. When you choose furniture together, it is good that that girl laughs very happily bright, I am good envy her. If at the outset I do not leave you, beside you is me. I am good regret.
When you are writing invitation, I stand beside you, the word that looks at you to write I cried. You keep bridal name into my name. When writing dicker you just stop begin to write or paint, just discover him clerical error. You abandon a pen, holding a head in the palm to calling my name gently. I am in “ beside your ah ……” . I am crying to you. But you do not listen, I know you won't be heard. Follow in your back for years like me and you always cannot see I am same.

But I won't regret, even if return once upon a time that one act, that quickness and when the car that come bumps into you quickly, I or meeting dash ahead without thinking his safety push you, keep out all catastrophic …… for you

So dear, forgot me. Love your wife well, I cannot look at you again since today, heaven is worn in call I, I must go, leave you forever forever. I go to the side of you, think in you forehead imprints a kiss when, your wife calls you. You such, cross my body, move toward your wife. But I already very contented, treating as is a hug.

I loves, I went, I can look at you in heaven!

I love you! Hope, next all one's life we can be together!

From;  Author:Stand originally